Wednesday, April 1, 2009

Leading a New Life

As life goes on, time passed away. I'm thinking to submit my tender in these few months. Just wish to leave this room which makes me surviving in heat and sweating.. Just wish to leave everything. As for this time, I won't tell anybody regarding my tender.
It's almost 8 months after my last post. Everything has changed. My thoughts. When I look at your photos, suddenly I feel so strange. Do I really know this person? Who is this? I received your gift. I didn't tell anybody regarding this. And I assured myself, I won't tell you upon my tender.

Tuesday, August 12, 2008

Date

There are many questions I wish to ask you. But I'm not dare to ask you. Let me still dreaming in my imagination. Because I don't wish to know the answers. Or I don't wish to let you know I'm only disguised as an open-minded and generous person.
From the day I found my feelings toward you wasn't right. My mind filled with foolish, silly and childish even until today. But I never regretted by knowing you. I still grateful to God by knowing you. Thanks to God granted you into my life. You're so special for me until I blame my fate why the lateness of your exist in my life.
Who doesn't like being loved by people? While I've suffered in this love. I'm almost thinking about you days and nights.